The pours look short, my need many-fingered. 
Don’t worry. You can always order another,  
I whisper, my own enabler, but all measures 
prove insufficient to the thirst that conjures 
them. Coming here, I saw two redtails copulating over 
the freeway, a flutter of feathers on a pole, surely 
they didn’t fret as they took again to air— 
that a failing of marrow-boned creatures. 
Twice today, I stumbled upon the same Millner 
sonnet—IKEA, B & D, the narrator 
younger than I, so presumably hipper. 
Is that what fame requires—calling pain pleasure? 
I close my tab, tip the bartender, 
and, exiting, hug my misery tighter.