“To write these days is to avoid telling people how angry I am.”             
             —Daniel Nester   
Behold the Rottweiler in its cage, behold homemade cornhusk 
ornaments, behold the photo of a Jaymar miniature piano,  
behold the galaxy of knees at noon, facing the maestro’s 
fragrance. Behold, behold, I stand at the door and knock-knock-knock
Answer the call, be real now, be here & calculate 
cost vs. bennies, don’t be that person who waits  
until the last chorus to join in. Makes you look careless. 
Care less. Rejection is a state, like catalepsy, to move through.  
Behold the scroll, the wretched bankroll, the double tongue 
summoning his minions to court, calculate the chorus  
and ford the spring, a small thing, mysterious as amaryllis— 
a little water, a little sun. Behold my process of (pre)tending.  
Sweetpea, the voice will always call, a murmur or hum, 
a spring burbling or a dammed-up flood. Locally sourced,  
unforced, double-spaced & tortured into shape. Copyright 
the Year of Our Lord blank blankety-blank, Amen.  
Behold the ample galaxy, a naked miracle through the blinds. 
Clean your damn windows and the bulb will bloom.