by Diane LeBlanc
Day begins with a ligature of moon and water.
by Sarah Stern
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It stands up and
takes you on the bus.
Blue jay feather in grass—
summer in City Island.
The drawbridge.
Fishing off the side
and the kids running back
and forth. What d’yah catch?
Orchard Beach
two women dancing
on Saturday afternoon.
Tattooed boys look on.
Mother says keep
writing. It’s what you have.
I hear it in my gut.
Don’t worry it’s the words.
Give me the words that
grind us into meaning like
those two on the plaza:
forgiveness and wild gesture.
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Sarah Stern is the author of three poetry books: We Have Been Lucky in the Midst of Misfortune (Kelsay Books), But Today Is Different (Wipf and Stock Publishers), and Another Word For Love (Finishing Line Press). She is a five-time winner of the Bronx Council on the Arts BRIO Poetry Award, a recipient of two Pushcart Prize nominations, and several Poets & Writers' Readings & Workshops Grants. Learn more: sarahstern.me.
by Annette Sisson
For while I destroyed his hopes, I did not satisfy my own desires.
Monster, Frankenstein
If computers expunge humanity,
would their pulsing motherboards
replicate human flaws?
Drones with nervous tics
scratching themselves in public,
or cluttered microchips multiplying
data, hoarding fragments
of cursive. Perhaps some
would dab watercolor light
onto rough press paper,
glide a bow, suffer
the trembling strings to mourn.
Would the warbler’s chipped
trill, the moon-white orchid,
stir their sensors, the Luna’s
lobed wing brush
mystery into code? And if
they chose a god to humble
them, prayed to their creators’
human ashes, would we
kindle ourselves, put on
the Godhead, breathe in translucence—
claim this progeny our own?
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Annette Sisson’s poems are published in Valparaiso Poetry Review, Birmingham Poetry Review, Rust + Moth, Citron Review, Lascaux Review, Cider Press Review, Glassworks, Aeolian Harp Anthology (2023), and others. Her first book, Small Fish in High Branches, was published by Glass Lyre (May 2022), and she is finishing her second, Winter Sharp with Apples. Her poems have placed in Frontier New Voices, The Fish Anthology, and others; several have been nominated for The Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net.
by LaDonna Witmer
I deserve to live
said the girl.
The bomb is falling
from such a height
it could be a seed
blown from a dandelion
surfing the stratosphere.
I am just a girl said the girl
I have barely begun to live
and I’d very much like
to keep doing it.
Everyone wants to keep living
said the bomb but what have you
done to deserve it? Convince me
you’re worthy
and maybe
I’ll fall somewhere else.
The bomb is nearer now
olive shaped and
heartless as gravity.
I don’t want you to fall
somewhere else said the girl
you could crush my cousins
my neighbors the hospital
the school.
Oh says the bomb. It is a fist now.
Would you rather I turn back
and fall upon your enemies?
No said the girl No
I do not wish you to fall
upon anyone anywhere at all.
Can’t you turn into a cloud?
The bomb is quite close and suddenly
so much bigger. You could say
it’s the size of a girl.
Ah says the bomb I see now
you are guiltless and kind and clearly
you deserve to live but
the problem is
you were born
in the wrong place
at the wrong time
and I cannot stop falling
for you.
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LaDonna Witmer is writing for herself after a couple of decades spent writing for other people (journalist, copywriter, editorial director). She has a poem forthcoming in a 2024 anthology from Flipped Mitten Press. Back in her slam poetry youth, she published three chapbooks and had a handful of poems printed in various zines. She writes prose at wordsbyladonna.substack.com and is 2/5 of the way through writing a memoir about her fundamentalist upbringing.
by Megan Merchant
by Jane Ann Fuller
“What’s a witness but a poem?” Remi Recchia
Her left breast, a shallow pool
where blue-tailed fish swim.
Wrist, a vermillion cactus flower.
Thigh’s white owl.
Scapula’s bat’s crooked wing.
Side winder slips through
the cage of her. A carmine heart
drums her chest.
**
In a restaurant called “That Lebanese Place,”
the young man behind the counter has her eyes,
large as figs, lids heavy, as if half asleep.
I can’t stop watching as he bags the falafel
and labneh, mouthing words to music
whose lyrics I do not understand. His beauty
before unknown to me, I fold a dollar into the tip jar.
**
Once I was a desert mother.
I drove through the desert without seeing
myself as desert. I drove through the red rock
of Utah, but all I could see was my suffering,
my son at Fish Lake, dope sick and trying
to recover. I drove his younger brother and sister
in a car so small we didn’t think we’d make it
up the mountain.
**
We were afraid we would never return home
with what we wanted.
**
A scorpion scurries out of my shoe.
A lizard performs push ups on my shoulder.
A hawk screams like a mother dying to her old self.
**
They have been keeping a happy secret from me.
Unafraid to speak, one of them makes a witty remark,
and we laugh together before saying our good-byes.
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Jane Ann Fuller is a graduate of the Iowa Writer's Workshop and a recipient of the James Boatwright II Poetry Prize. Half-Life (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions, 2021) was a finalist for the National Indie Excellence Awards. Poems appear in Calyx, Verse Daily, On The Seawall, Shenandoah, BODY, All We Know Of Pleasure: Poetic Erotica By Women, and elsewhere. A collaboration REVENANTS: A STORY OF MANY LIVES was published with a grant from the Ohio Arts Council.
by Theresa Malphrus Welford
Why remember that day in fifth grade
when the teacher left the room?
It was no big deal. It was just Mrs. Rowland:
her silver shoes, her gold shoes,
her shimmering beauty-parlor curls,
her odd aphorisms:
Cain’t is hiding behind the fence corner.
Nobody puts on airs when they’re about to vomit.
We were kids,
and we were on our own,
and someone prissy was taking names.
And we were wild.
And then one kid, tall for his age,
lanky, with greasy black hair,
jumped up on a table.
He danced a silly step, rolled his eyes, flicked
his tongue like a snake.
I’d seen that kind of silliness before.
But this was new:
he held his closed fist below his belt,
pumped it rhythmically,
back and forth, back and forth.
The other kids laughed and turned
in their desks to look at each other.
I laughed, too.
And I was ten years old,
and I knew I wasn’t getting it,
and I knew I couldn’t ask,
What’s funny about that?
And I knew I couldn’t say,
You make my skin crawl.
Why remember?
Because, when he was twenty,
this same kid went to the gas station
where his friend Mikey worked,
took him to Mud Turtle Pond,
made him kneel on the ground,
made him beg.
Because I imagine the night sky,
clear, black, spangled with stars.
Pine trees, frogs, cicadas,
a cold, bottomless pond.
Two cars parked haphazardly,
engines idling, doors open,
radios murmuring or pulsing or screeching.
Because I see Mikey on his knees,
sweating and pleading.
Because I hear the kid’s accomplices:
do it come on shoot him.
Because he did.
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Theresa Malphrus Welford, who grew up near Savannah, Georgia, has published poetry, creative nonfiction, book chapters, and academic articles, as well as The Paradelle, The Cento, and Trans-Atlantic Connections: The Movement and New Formalism (all published by Red Hen Press). Theresa and her husband, Mark Welford, happily share their home with countless rescued cats and dogs.
by Deborah Diemont
by Jennifer Stewart Miller
My dog wants to run off into the lit trees,
my 87-year-old mother wants to live on.
To a hungry goldfinch, want is huge—
and as tiny as a thistle seed. I wanted to visit
the hidden smallpox cemetery in Provincetown again,
so in fall I drove, then hiked through woods,
then slipped and slid down a steep hill
to kneel at these little numbered marble slabs.
I have been found wanting. I have been left
wanting. My wants have been distilled.
Fourteen souls carried off in outbreaks—
I longed to find this place, all the wanting
buried here. This plush dark moss, these whole
and broken stones. My wants are small like this.
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Jennifer Stewart Miller’s book Thief (2021) won the Grayson Books Poetry Prize. She’s also the author of a chapbook, The Strangers Burial Ground (Seven Kitchens Press, 2020). Her poems have been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and appeared in Poet Lore, RHINO, Sugar House Review, Tar River Poetry, Verse Daily, and elsewhere.
by Hannah Siden
The echo is more beautiful
than I anticipated: my heart
moving to its own rhythm,
surrounded by black & white
film grain. I imagine a diver
with her underwater camera,
eyes wide under a mask.
The muffled sounds of breath
& water pressure. Referencing
the images, the tech explains
my condition to me incorrectly.
He’s my age though & so earnest
that I nod along politely,
marvelling at the bioluminescence
on his screen: flashes of red
& green & blue across my
grey heart. Signs of light
at the bottom of the ocean.
My rate steadies, rises, steadies.
He tells me Breathe in, hold it,
release. The machine makes
a noise like a whale surfacing.
He says That’s the sound of your
blood. In the end, the test isn’t
enlightening in the way they’d
hoped. I need to come back
in two weeks for a bubble study.
I make the right noises of
approval & disappointment
& obligation but can I be honest
with you? I just learned my heart
is a creature of the deep. I am
drifting two miles down, in awe
of the radiance.
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Hannah is a writer and filmmaker living on the unceded territories of the Musqueam, Squamish, and Tsleil-Waututh Nations (Vancouver, BC). Her poetry is published or forthcoming with PRISM International, The League of Canadian Poets, Metatron Press, and others. Find her on Twitter @hannah_siden or at hannahsiden.com.
by Kate Welsh
I read about an archaeological dig in Alaska
where they upturned multiple layers of earth
and began to smell something cooking.
Aroma, there in the dirt: acrid shadow
of a sizzle, silvery salmon skin crisping, nuts
cracking in high heat, seal meat dripping
fat over flame. Who knew. When
I imagined being Indiana Jones
I thought of arrowheads and jaw bones,
pottery shards and faceless dolls, fabric
scraps lovelier than anything I wear.
I thought treasure, not memory. I thought
there was a difference. I can’t help
but roll up my sleeves. I ask other people
to hand me their memories caked
in hard brown mud. They always hesitate
but then unpack an entire trove. I chip away
at each artifact with a sharpened trowel;
I find edges with a stiff brush. Everything
is more beautiful warmed in someone else’s
hands. I keep asking my father to sing
songs he learned on fishing boats, like I don’t
already know them by heart. I keep asking
my mother to tell me about that day she walked
into the ocean in a big fur coat. I wrote it out
years ago. I just like it in her voice.
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Kate Welsh is a poet living in Brooklyn, NY. She received an MFA from Warren Wilson in 2023 and a BA from Barnard College in 2013. She is the director of communications at the Guggenheim Foundation.
by Carlie Hoffman
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When my sisters can’t scrub the oil
from the sick gull’s feathers, they clip
its wings, untie the cord that binds
the slow sheet of its body
and plant it into a wooden box
drilled with tiny holes. It is my turn
to bring the diseased bird
to the breeder across the bank:
his medicine knives, his hut occupied
with feeders and soap. But because I am
youngest, because a hunter’s moon
is how I locate heaven, I take the gull
down the wharf, kneel in an untouched
tract of snow, and quiet its skull with rock.
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Carlie Hoffman is the author of When There Was Light (Four Way Books, 2023) and This Alaska (Four Way Books, 2021), winner of the NCPA Gold Award in poetry and a finalist for the Foreword Indies Book of the Year Award. She is the translator of White Shadows: Anneliese Hager and the Camera-less Photograph (Atelier Éditions, 2023) and Selma Meerbaum Eisinger's Blütenlese (Hanging Loose Press, 2024). Her honors include a 92Y "Discovery" / Boston Review Poetry Prize, a Poet’s & Writers Amy Award, and the Loose Translation Prize, and her work has been published in POETRY, Los Angeles Review of Books, Kenyon Review, Jewish Currents, Columbia Journal, New England Review, and elsewhere.
by Julia B. Levine
At first a rumble, then thunder cracks apart the morning
and suddenly I remember half-waking last night
to a heron shrieking
as a coyote made a meal of stilts and feathers—
though in my stupor, I misheard it as drunken boys
yelling Hooray! slowly over and over again,
as if death was jubilant
with a broken singing in her mouth.
Now lightning welds four forks of vanishing
into a sky that has, overnight, lost a bit of winged blue.
When we are lucky, we forget peril’s appetite.
But the August my daughter labored to bring her first child
here, a force and counterforce wrestled in the mystery
of her body and its absence still occupying mine.
Today the marsh steams, brightening green.
And there, further out along the brambled roadside,
I remember last summer, how blackberries
scattered behind a trio of women
as they carried their overfilled buckets home.
And I remember writing then, This baby will destroy the whole of her.
I should know. Speak to me of love and I’ll answer ruin
begins as a brimming sweetness, threatening to spill.
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Julia B. Levine’s recent awards include the Northern California Book Award in Poetry for her collection, Small Disasters Seen in Sunlight (LSU, 2014), a 2022 Poet Laureate Fellowship from the American Academy of Poetry, and first prize from the Bellevue Literary Review, the Steve Kowit Poetry Prize, and Tiferet. Currently her work is appearing in Terrain, The Night Heron Barks, Blackbird, and The Southern Review. Her most recent collection is Ordinary Psalms (LSU Press, 2021).
Happy Holidays and New Year!
Dearest readers,
During these dark times and fraught hours, we hope that you find some comfort, whether that’s celebrating the holidays with loved ones or curling up with a good book and a cup of cocoa to watch the year turn into 2024.
Here at SWWIM, as the days begin to lengthen little by little, we are praying for peace and light to touch you all and everyone around the world.
Thank you for sharing every day with us. We remain grateful for your companionship and look forward to a bright new year. We’ll be back with poems on January 7.
xo
SWWIM Team
by J.L. Conrad
Because the snarl of packages inside our front door cannot be moved.
Because a great stuckness has taken root in our marriage and I do not know
whether we will survive it.
Because I can’t bear something else dying before my eyes. Because from the
basement with my own hands I have removed their bodies.
Because I wanted our place to be a place of refuge and instead it has become a
place of death. Because when I drew up a net of safety around us I did not
know that I would be required to place bait at intervals around the perimeter.
Because the mice which are now dying visited death on the baby songbirds
growing in their high house this summer, and I was the one to find their
bodies, heads gnawed open, on the steps below.
Because I buried the birds under the yew where none could find them.
Because the mouse who raised its head from the darkness of the birdhouse
when I flicked on the porchlight showed no remorse.
Because I could not bury the others because then what poisons they
possessed would make their way back out into the world. Because even
though it would take fifty of those mice to fell a predator the size of a cat,
there are such animals.
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J.L. Conrad is the author of the full-length poetry collections A World in Which (Terrapin Books, forthcoming) and A Cartography of Birds (LSU Press), and the chapbooks Recovery (winner of the 2022 Robert Phillips Chapbook Prize, Texas Review Press) and Not If But When (winner of the third annual Dead Lake Chapbook Competition, Salt Hill). Her poems have appeared in Pleiades, Sugar House Review, Salamander, Beloit Poetry Journal, and elsewhere. She lives in Madison, Wisconsin.
by Joanna Fuhrman
by Sally Bliumis-Dunn
Because you are pregnant
the days grow rounder with light,
long oaks bend towards each other
as through a glass orb—
loose blouses like snow drifts.
I wish I had sung to you more
when you were inside me,
carried you less like the marriage
I knew was failing. I wish I could’ve kept
my mind in the same place as my body.
This year the winter will not drag on.
I will measure the slowly accruing
light in your changing form.
Who knows what settles
as I watch you slice the peaches.
Maybe a future entomologist’s fingers
are finding their first
meticulous rhythm. Maybe the delicate
register of your child’s voice
is gathering its notes.
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Sally Bliumis-Dunn's poems have been published in Paris Review, Poetry London, Plume, SWWIM Every Day, and Poets.org, among others.
by Rhett Watts
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by Hayley Mitchell Haugen
by Jennifer Litt