All in by Callista Buchen
  
  
  
  
  
  
    
    
      
      
      
        
        
        
          by Callista Buchen
It's #tbt! Enjoy this great one from SWWIM Every Day's archives!
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          by Callista Buchen
here, in the sunshine, a lemon
picked from a neighbor’s tree
               like the moon later on, in the right
               season for color, a giant caution
light, cars slowing, waiting, heads
turning left—right—left, and still 
               someone grows daylilies, daffodils,  
               and marigolds in the landscaped beds 
by the nursing home windows, 
jaundice, fear, and a canary
               named Stan who sings and sings, 
               having learned the melodies 
from a recording when he was younger,  
while someone creams butter and sugar, 
               adds yolks until the mixture becomes 
               something else and disappears,
like the old song, like the petals 
that drop and the stems that carry on, 
               holding space. Bow ties, novelty 
               socks, the right shade of campfire, 
the moment where flame leaps 
and vanishes, the murmurs of goodnight, 
               goodnight, holding a cold hand 
               in a cold hospital room, stained
glass windows and old paper, 
that handwriting, the words still good. 
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Callista Buchen is the author of Look Look Look (forthcoming, Black Lawrence Press) and the chapbooks The Bloody Planet (Black Lawrence Press, October 2015) and Double-Mouthed (winter 2016, dancing girl press). Her work appears in Harpur Palate, Puerto del Sol, Fourteen Hills, and many other journals, and she is the winner of the Langston Hughes Award and DIAGRAM's essay contest.